...its amusing how people can turn themselves from devils into angels in front of other people... creating a personality they don't really have just to impress... and when they turn their backs, their eyes would roll... and just then they would realize... they're back being devils again...
my friend stacy and I->
March 15, 2009
It's hard to let go of people whom you have given yourself to-- it may not be physically-- but still you have this paranoia that death would visit you if that person leaves...
Its a heartbreak thing that some would quote as "cheesy". But they could not deny for themselves that some point of their lives, they locked the door of their room...cried...picked that piece of blade...and tried to cut their wrist. Sometimes, I would reach to a point when I don't even know myself for I chose to live in the shadows of his character. For so many times, I tried to let go, but I can't... I tried to be me, but my decisions and choices was still affected by him. HELP!!! Maybe I really need some help---or just a piece of rock to hit me so I can be my old self again. If Help can really HELP me, then it should not come from anyone else but from me...
